Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Reincarnation to the Better :)

First of all, i would like to wish everyone Happy Isra' & Mikraj. ke atas junjungan kita, Nabi Muhammad SAW, may peace be upon him :)

sedar tak sedar, it's 27th of rejab. apa yang buat i terkilan adalah i tak sempat puasa not even a day pon dalam bulan rejab ni. it passed me by macamtu jee. TERKILAN SANGAT!! it's not like i didn't realize it's already rejab, but before i knew it, it's almost over. masa memanglah musuh & demi masa banyak manusia berada dalam kerugian.sedih okay. being a DM really making me extra exhausted. & stress. if it's not the class, it could be with the people i have to deal with.i really am patiently waiting for surgery to be over. but by that means my exam is just nextdoor. nextweek!

i want to write more.but as what i stated before time is really our enemy & we need to spend it wisely. Anyway, today, i tertarik dengan satu quotes dr tumblr. memang buat termuhasabah diri satu hari.

insyaAllah. just have faith. never stop having faith :)

p.s : i choose to fall in love with someone today. I knew He should be my very first & last love but i don't know what takes me soo long to realize. tsk.  Alhamdulillah & thank you Allah for this, for everything :)

Thursday, June 23, 2011

lesson learned!

no matter how hard & ugly the situation is.
no matter how you want to break down & cry.
no matter how you almost close to giving up.
no matter how you just want to turn away & run to somewhere else as fast as you can.

when it comes to commitment & responsibility,
you have to take a deep breath , & with the nicest smile left, you say...
"selamat pagi ibu, ibu kesini atas keluhan apa?..."

yes, i love my job.

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Tuesday, June 21, 2011

weekend at Bandung!! :)

"Kata orang kita kene pandai memaksimumkan zaman DM macam tibatiba parents kau datang Bandung ade urusan,lepastu tibatiba opocot kau pun dah kat sana. Hah. Terkejut semua. Ye,saya di Bandung. Sapa nak titip salam kat Ariel Peterpan boleh bagi nama alamat tarikh lahir. Bye."

alahai, anak siapala selekeh ni. hahaha. arriving at 6pm & went straight to the mall. i didn't sleep the night before because i was on-call at ER surgery dept. tt's explain. kan? =.="

day 2. ehem. bf with incik cousin yg dah setahun tak balik msia.jejak kasih la plak. heh. shopping at pasar baru. tak snap banyak gamba sebab seramlah tempat tu banyak sgt umat manusia!

day 3 was heaven! the day me & emak wear the same colour but we forgot to snap the picture of us together x_X

last day at Bandung! i seriously fall in love with bandung air! rasa tak nak balik membuak2. this is my second time being there. but different situation. i love the community. the activities they did together. this is really the nice experience. being my mum & dad's only daughter on a vacation ;P

my journey is quite a story to be told. biasalah. Surabaya never failed to make the life more dramatic. i was schedule to take flight directly from Surabaya to bandung & back to Surabaya again. but suddenly i received a sms saying the flight back was cancelled! gila. i really hate merpati airlines! tapi tu paling murah untuk last minit & unexpected vacation ;) dah tu i have to take flight back from jakarta! so the journey was like Surabaya-bandung-jakarta-surabaya. tsk. & the night before i fly to bandung, merpati reschedule the time. bungek! dah la i still ade PBL pagi tu. dah megagau lagi i pikir. stress betul nak lari dari Surabaya ni kan =.=" nasib baik last2 dia reschedule balik early just 3o minutes from the time planned. & in the end, the flight was delayed until it is the time first planned. psycho!ahahah.

BUT THE JOURNEY WORTH IT! i am the most happiest person with where i stand right now. so, Surabaya, i'm back in the game. sumpah lega gila hilang stress jumpa mak abah. padahal masa fly kesana tu i'm having flu. it was miracle. my parents are my biggest miracle of all (ɔ ˘⌣˘)˘⌣˘ c)

my perfect distraction.

Friday, June 17, 2011

From Bandung with ♡

Bandung - 1, Surabaya - 0!
Masa, pelanpelan saja boleh? (ɔ ˘⌣˘)˘⌣˘ c)

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Saturday, June 11, 2011

contact lenses user

beauty is pain. agree?
finally i decided to write something useful about medical world. after several short-elmo-nothing post. ehem. i did have few "save" post in my draft. Writing about medical stuff isn't that easy. i need few source, so you won't get wrong information. & i wrote about things i love. only. boo-hoo to tortured surgery. ngehehee.

ok, to the main topic. i just miss babbling, so bear with me :P
i've been using contact lenses since form 5. that makes 6 years of exposing my eyes to infection. wow. why did i do that? why oh why? back to the first statement. beauty is pain, right?
i first used contact lenses because i find wearing spec is irritating. as irritating as AA. seriously. hahah. well, in 6 years of wearing lenses, i only get infection 3-4 times ONLY. i swear! that's how proudly contact lenses user i was.

but since i become DM, i find out i easily get infection! i don't know where went wrong. the new brand or the solution. tsk. tsk. or is it my eyes had enough? aaaaa. & so, last time when i'm in ophthalmology department, they brought us to this lasik centre. i did have nawaitu to use lasik sometimes. my sister already had her lasik surgery.& now she sees clearly.envy. dad's money somemore >.<

& guess what? the contraindication of using lasik is contact lenses user who used contact lens for a long period of time. ok, scream now!! aaaaaaaaaa. i'm started to worried. wuu. so that's create a new me. i decided to wear specs more than lenses. means, i'm going to hospital, wearing a labcoat using my specs. no more lenses. no more beauty confident to create an affair with surgery registra. miahahahah.

this eyes infection i'm talking about called 'conjunctivitis'. gila 5th paragraph baru start cerita pasal ilmu >.<

What is conjunctivitis?
Conjunctivitis is an inflammation of the thin, clear membrane (conjunctiva) that covers the white of the eye and the inside surface of the eyelids. Conjunctivitis, commonly known as “pink eye,” is most often caused by a virus but also can be caused by bacterial infection, allergies (e.g., cosmetics, pollen) and chemical irritation.

What are the symptoms of conjunctivitis?
Symptoms of conjunctivitis may include the following:
  • Eye redness and irritation
  • Sensitivity to bright light
  • Itchiness or a gritty sensation in the eye
  • Swollen eyelids
  • Tearing and discharge (Discharge may make the eyelids and eyelashes stick together or have crusty debris, especially in the morning.)
Viral conjunctivitis often begins with fairly sudden onset of pain or the feeling of dust in the eye. Infection may begin in only one eye but often spreads to involve both

Should I contact a doctor if I develop symptoms of conjunctivitis?
You should contact your health care provider –
  • if you have symptoms of conjunctivitis and they do not improve in 24-48 hours;
  • if you have conjunctivitis and wear contact lenses;
  • if you have vision problems or significant eye pain; or
  • if you develop fever.
Other concerns, including the duration of your conjunctivitis symptoms, whether or not your symptoms are improving as expected, etc., should also be shared with your health care provider.

How is conjunctivitis treated?
Treatment varies with the cause. There is no curative treatment for common viral conjunctivitis; it usually will go away by itself in one to six weeks. Lubricating eye drops sometimes help to ease symptoms. (Do not share these eye drops with other persons.) If symptoms last for more than 24-48 hours, or vision is affected, it is important to be seen by a health care practitioner. Other kinds of conjunctivitis often have specific treatments that may be prescribed.
A person with conjunctivitis should follow these general guidelines:
  • If medication has been prescribed, use exactly as directed for the full course of treatment. (All treatments used for conjunctivitis should be thrown away when no longer needed.)
  • Be sure to wash hands with soap and water before and after using eye medication.
  • Wash hands frequently during waking hours with soap and water (15 seconds), and use paper towels or blow dry.
  • Avoid touching your eyes. Gently wipe discharge from the eye using disposable tissues.
  • Use warm or cool water compresses to reduce discomfort.
  • Do not use eye makeup. Discard eye makeup if used when conjunctivitis was present because organisms may remain in makeup and cause a reoccurrence.
Should contact lens wearers take special precautions?
  • Disinfect lenses, also clean and disinfect storage case.
  • Do not use eye drops or ointment with the lens in place.
  • Do not wear contact lenses until eyes are entirely clear of conjunctivitis.
  • If using disposable lenses, discard; after infection clears, use new lenses.
Can conjunctivitis be prevented?
Conjunctivitis can be prevented by practicing good hygiene.
  • Wash hands frequently with soap and water.
  • Use clean paper towels to dry hands.
  • Avoid touching the hands of others or rubbing the eyes.
  • Avoid exposure to eye irritants such as perfumes and smoke.
  • Throw away or machine wash towels, tissues and other items that touch the eyes after each use.
  • Avoid sharing towels and wash cloths.
  • Avoid sharing eye drops, eye makeup, contact lens solution, tissues and other items used on the face.
so, i hope this post useful to you contact lenses user. especially the one who wear because tengok saffy pakai ok jaa, cantik plak tu >.< . hahahahhaha. mulamula memang nak cuba der.. but please be extra careful. sebab bila dah lama pakai & paling susah kene infection macam i memang mudah lupa diri.kesimpulannya bukan jangan guna, tapi mari kita berhatihati. ok?

post takkan lengkap kalau takde gamba nak tunjuk contoh. eheh. eheh.
kan duadua pon hawt. kan? ngeheheee.

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kalau tak paham, nak tanya boleh. i cuba jawab okeh. thanks for reading :)

on-call effect.

 my messy room!~ this is just the table part. kalau tengok bahagian baju buat kena rijek dengan mak mertua.

& this is what called " post on-call" syndrome >.< since, we covering 2006 who was sitting for their exam last week, so yeay to me yg xpernah dapat cover tido dengan sempurna!

guess what?
i'm getting used to sleep for only 2hours! tapi ngantuknya subahannallah.& i always end up disoriented. like i didn't meant what i said & i easily get too emotional! & yes, stress is my new bestfriend!!

now i know & respect whoever make decision to be married to a doctor! memang kene banyak bersabar lah. kau ingat kalau orang tak cukup tido nak ke layan ko baikbaik? hah? hah? kecuali kalau kau banyak bersabar sampai dia terharu sendiri. tapi kau KENA BANYAK BERSABAR! baik pikir betol2 sekarang. 
because this is the person you going to marry for the rest of your life.

take me as i am, or watch me as i go.

Sunday, June 5, 2011

fake friends...

makes you appreciate your BFF's a lot more! ♥