Thursday, September 29, 2011

Al-fatihah

things always happen for a reason. i always believe that.
macam bila tibatiba kau dapat balik raya, kumpul2 semua family, especially family godang mak, i should really enjoy the company of everyone.yang tua sampai yang kecik.
that day, bila tak sempat nak balik kampung, abah carik jugak time walaupon tergesagesa.
Abah told me, "jomlah balik kampung, atuk dengan wo tu dah tua, bila2 masa ja Allah boleh jemput diorang"
Abah always know the right things to say & HE ALWAYS RIGHT.

today, Allah takes one of them from us.
beloved pak long, you will be missed.
Al-fatihah.

p.s : teringat arwah wan :'(
p.s.s : alang2 malam Jumaat, jom sedekahkan yassin jugak.

Monday, September 19, 2011

lovely dovey red velvet! :)

Assalammualaikum! hye, hello!
if you don't know, my favourite cake of all time is red velvet! sukagilaaa since the first time i tried it. tapi kek red velvet ni mahal gilaaaa. sepotong harga dia adalah dalam rm15.60. di Indonesia lagila mahal nak jumpa, tak jual lansung =.=" heheee. so, that day, masa i balik, i kindda force my sisters to help me make my dreamcake come true. huu.


this is red velvet, bila dah hias. i preffer to make it as cupcakes so that tak hancur kalau nak bawak jauh2 sampai Surabaya nak bagi orang rasa kan. huu. jom kita intai resipi red velvet kitorang (intai jaree :P)

so, we follow this recipe from HZ's mum, auntie Nani Rostam. actually we bake 2 times. that cake agak hancuq tengah2, jadi untuk tetamu yang datang rumah lah. untuk relatives, we decide cupcakes it is. sama je actually. acuan je lain.

so, first of all mestilah mula dengan bismillahhirrahmannirrahim dulu. dengan izin-Nya barulah cake ni rasa sedap ke ape ke ape ke. heh. here are the recipe. tapi kitorang buat kek dia dulu, sebab mascarpone sangat susah nak carik.


TOPPING
-250gm cream cheese
-250gm mascarpone

Pukul kedua-duanya sampai kembang. Lepas tu masukkan
- 1 cawan gula icing (brand king) yang telah diayak.....
dan 1 sudu teh esen vanila.


Pukul lagi sampai sebati. Lepas tu masukkan
-300 ml non dairy whipping cream sedikit demi sedikit sama sebati.

Ok dah siap pun topping. Simpan dalam peti sejuk dan boleh teruskan membuat kek dia pulak..........


LANGKAH KEDUA
240ml susu cair
dicampur dengan 2 sudu teh cuka
(perap selama 10 minit dan campurkan 2 teh pewarna merah)
ketepikan dulu.....

Ayak bahan-bahan ini :-
250 tepung gandum
1 sudu teh baking powder
1/2 sudu teh garam halus
2 sudu makan cocoa powder
Dah ayak ketepikan dulu juga.....

LANGKAH KETIGA
Bancuhkan dua sudu teh cuka dengan 1 sudu teh soda bikarbonat.
Ketepikan dulu.

LANGKAH TERAKHIR
Pukul sampai kembang:-
150gm butter (saya gunakan butter lurpak)
100gm gula castor
200gm gula perang (brown sugar)
1 sudu teh esen vanila.

Lepas tu masukkan 2 biji telur satu demi satu. Pukul lagi sampai kembang.
Masukkan pula tepung yang dah ayak tadi berselang seli dengan bancuhan susu cair dan pewarna. Last sekali masukkan bancuhan cuka dan soda bikarbonat.

Bakar dalam oven yang dah dipanaskan selama 10 minit. Dengan suhu 160 darjah celcius selama lebih kurang 20 minit.

Angkat, sejukkan dan hias.


tadaaa~ da siap. senangkan? senang jeee. tryla buat. okay, maybe orang yang suka baking macam i memang suka la kan buat mende2 camni kalo rajen. huhu. sebelum kenal red velvet i rajen buat kek oren, tapi sekarang memang tengah addict red velvet, so tak buat kek oren. jom tengok pictures of the making of this red cake.


anak dara moden memang terus tengok resepi ikut laptop, kalo tibatiba tengah buat habis baterry ke hape menjerit. gahahah. and the respons from relative & friends are quite nice. baguslah, kalau sapa komen tak sedap memang nak kene diare 7 hari 7 malam. gahahah.apesal i tibatiba rajen hupdate pasal cake ni? sebab tadi khadatmox tanye. tibatiba teruja alang2 ade gamba, hee. & the chef are.......*drum roll*


baking is fun! & more fun when you bake them with the people you love.
cc to mr. right, awak kenela suke nak menyibuk tolong i buat kek eh.. eh? :P
aaaaaaaaa. mula homesick ;')
till then, selamat mencuba!
XOXO ♥

Saturday, September 17, 2011

complicatedly sweet

i learned that as i grow up, things ALWAYS get a little more complicated. like right now, i want to update about almost everything. the jombang story, my raya story, the bestfriends gathering, the new psychiatry department i just entered, & at the end, as complicated decision as i want to make, i always choose the easiest one. updating none of that :P

regarding my previous post on my previous blog, i admit that i always hate choices. i asked Allah to give me no choice so that i don't have to make decision, again, i wish for the easiest way =.=" . but lately, i don't know why, i feel like wanting to try to choose different path. yes, i am stubborn. maybe i love challenge in life, eventhough clearly i know, things will get ugly resulting my decision.but, you know what? people say that things will get ugly, before they get better. so, maybe, just maybe, i'm waiting & hoping for the better things later.

so, if you ask me right now, what's my decision? i will just smile & say " doa yah, moga2 jadi sesuatu :P" because darlin', it ain't easy. it's not like just saying "i do" or "no". there is still "or" in between. trust me, i'm happy, but it's not that easy. the consequences is lining up for me to pay attention to. lets be patient & never stop having faith, everysinglethings happen for a reason.

We question what we are
This I spent the best so far
And I miss you
When we're apart

I... I barely even know you
You rarely do this too
I don't usually talk to strangers
Until I met you

And this feeling shall last
This feeling shall last
We are proud to know to not to know
That we are strong enough to let it go
And this feeling shall last
This feeling shall last
I could be a thousand years apart
And you always have my heart
l ]
Well this has been nice
We'll meet again sometime
But I can't promise you
'Coz I'm flying away

When I'm (on) top of some building
In?
With the lovely view
I'll think of you

It's a small world darling
And we are still young
We might be so far away
We might just meet again someday



(:

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Hello Surabaya!

Speechless! (◦ˆ⌣ˆ◦)

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Friday, September 2, 2011

Shooting Stars.

I'm supposed to shoot for the moon.
If i missed, i'll be among the stars.
But i accidently shoot for the stars.
And it's so confusing which one did i shoot?

I'm leaving for Malaysia in few hours.
I'm supposed to be excitedgilaa!
but instead, i feel extremely tired.
Aaaaaaaaaa, i want to happily blame my imbalance hormone,
but who am i kidding.
this is it. weather i like it or not, it's happening.
& i, need have must finish what i started.


As if life gives me more choices :|